“Outer beauty attracts, but inner beauty captivates” — Je Ne Sais Quoi
I remember a time when I didn’t feel safe, secure, confident, good enough, or worthy of anything. I always tried to find validation from other people, I had no idea that the only validation I needed was my own. I had no idea that inside me was the power to change everything.
Thinking about it, it made me feel exhausted, tired, always on the go. I had internal wounds of abandonment that I never addressed. I also worked in a very masculine world where I had to prove that I was capable of doing the same job as the men that I worked with. I had to compete with them as if I was their equal.
There I was trying to make ends meet, living paycheck to paycheck, working on my online business on the side. Getting a second job. I wore many hats and became frustrated because I saw little success.
I weighed about 110lbs, I had horrible skin, my hair looked fragile and lifeless. I had neglected & abandoned myself. I didn’t take care of myself. It saddens me as I talk about it.
Little did I know that my life was about to change.
Her name was Eva. She was gorgeous. She is probably the most beautiful human being I have ever encountered in my life. I met her in the library at school. Everyone talked about her but no one had the courage to talk to her. She was a mystery. She instantly got my attention with how alluring and beautiful she looked, I just couldn’t stop looking at her. It was like watching a beautiful art & trying to catch every glimpse of it.
We became best friends. She taught me everything about the feminine beauty. She made me see my true beauty. So here I am sharing everything that I learned from her ♥️